melancholy

feeling melancholic.
just saw the photos of the graduation party lin and tengteng just posted on facebook.
all those familiar faces once again.
my very first class in ftp.
my very first badminton team. (my once favourite student who got away with almost everything too!)
the "kids" i taught are all grown up now.
i had difficulty recognising some of them.
but nonetheless, they are all looking really good (:

i really miss them.

and worse,
when i know that i will never be in that same school anymore (not for the next 5years at least i guess?)

they are the ones who made me grew to loveeee teaching, who made me sure that i'd really want to teach for the 10, 20 and even 30 yrs to come.

wherever they end up next year,
i hope they excel.
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it's hard explaining this feeling,
but there'd be people who understand
(: